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Daniel Richard  

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Failure is when you refuse to get up and start all

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 13, 2007, 7:46 AM
It's been...what? three or four years since I entered the real world.....tsk..yeah whatever...

For the past days, I've been thinking alot of things...especially my band with my new friends I found in our school. I discovered their passion, hidden talents, etc...most likely their ambition to be a musician.

Alright...I admit...AGAIN, I'm a music-minded kind of person. Whatever I do, there's always some melody playing in my head, I've been expecting too much in relation about my goal to establish a strong foundation of my band together with my friends, but I'm used to getting disappointed if my expectations didn't come, but I have to stop this vicious cycle....or something like that. It should end somewhere.

Right now, yes...I'm a little bit stressed, thinking alot of things about what can my friends do in my band, I believe we would start building our foundation sooner or later. I'm a little bit excited yet...I'm scared. yes...Scared. "but scared of what?"...1. failure, disappointing my friends...because I've been talking alot about my idea. and 2. success, ...well it's much frightening to see something bigger than life isn't...like when your dreams come true.

But that's non-sence, fear is nothing......am I right? face it..believe in my dreams...IN OUR DREAMS that is...and believe that you can really reach what you are really for no matter how many times you fucking fail down...Failure is when you refuse to get up and start all over again

I never refused to get up...and I think that's true...

I remember four years ago...doing the same thing...THE MUSIC thing...it is my vision...but it failed...again and again back then.

And now it's slowly coming to life...my vision...

What's pissing me off is that there are people always telling me "...oh geesh...you've been saying that for four years and it never happened" or something like "...you can say but you can never do it..." and "...dude....that's the same thing you said back then and said how many times...and you're going to do it again....?"

So fucking what?

I don't fucking care how long it might take...but this is what I've been planning since the day I got into music....let's say...16 years ago. I'm turning 20 and I believe this is the right time. Indeed...it is a slow process but I believe I can change that. It may not be easy...It would be very painful...

So fucking what? I'm facing the giant in this situation...of course there would be times when I'll be fucking down again...

I have my goal...I found my friends...I found the right person...I'm a bit stressed with what's going on...

You know who you are...

But this something that I have to deal with it...

I'm just letting it all out what's in my head

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: Los Baños LAguna Philippines
  • Interests: Guitar, Cinematography, Photography, Poetry, Photo-editing, Guitar, Drums Music, Fashion, Some books
  • Favourite movie: (None so far)
  • Favourite band or musician: Oh...the lists go on...I can't name them all here...
  • Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal, Gothic Heavy Metal, Trash Metal, 60s, 70s and 80's rock and metal, Melodic Opera /
  • Favourite artist: Man, the lists just goes on...
  • Favourite style or digital art: Landscape, horror, water scape, sunset, clouds, light...almost anything including nudes (not tested)
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod, Sony, WINAMP (The LAtest)
  • Wallpaper of choice: Black
  • Skin of choice: Tan/White...
  • Favourite cartoon character: Garfield
  • Personal Quote: Don't teach me! How will I learn from my mistakes?

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~DrmsrXXIII:iconDrmsrXXIII: Oct 28, 2007, 10:41:48 AM
I'm....busy....that explains why....

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~spitfirex:iconspitfirex: Oct 17, 2007, 3:29:21 AM
hello! I tagged you! :)

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~VanS3n:iconVanS3n: Jun 13, 2007, 11:04:55 AM
asteg ng gallery ah.. saw ur DA sa rakista.. wehehe

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~DrmsrXXIII:iconDrmsrXXIII: May 21, 2007, 8:08:17 AM
Thanks! hehehe...madami akong Lego photos eh...I just can't make my mind on which one I should Upload

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~angelic-army:iconangelic-army: May 21, 2007, 4:39:54 AM
tnx for adding... ganda ng photography... lalo na yung lego hehehe ü

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~fallscream:iconfallscream: Apr 4, 2007, 11:27:08 PM
nice gallery oy.

rakista.com co/member here

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~jecca-o9:iconjecca-o9: Apr 4, 2007, 11:11:25 PM
salamat ulit sa fav! XD

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~sgt-etool71:iconsgt-etool71: Feb 27, 2007, 8:52:23 PM
Maraming salamat aking kaibigan!!!

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~sgt-etool71:iconsgt-etool71: Feb 27, 2007, 8:52:02 PM Mood: Joy
Thank you for adding me to your friends list!!

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The Scorpion Warrior - Ruled by Mars, God of War and Pluto, God of Death!

SEMPER FIDELIS!!
~jecca-o9:iconjecca-o9: Feb 7, 2007, 5:57:45 AM
salamat sa favs! :D :heart:

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~jecca-o9:iconjecca-o9: Feb 4, 2007, 10:56:29 PM
thanks for the watch! :)

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*wildplaces:iconwildplaces: Feb 4, 2007, 6:14:47 PM
Thanks for the sunset fave, Daniel.
~DrmsrXXIII:iconDrmsrXXIII: Feb 2, 2007, 11:18:17 PM
Ahh...wait....ahehehe...yes. Thats true...:D Hahah!

Indeed...*sings* It's a small world after all......

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~spitfirex:iconspitfirex: Feb 2, 2007, 7:14:56 AM
Hey... uhm.. just browsing around sa deviantart for art na may keyword na UPLB then nakita ko photos mo.

Hmm.. I think I know you. Diba ikaw yung kasama namin mag-laro sa field minsan? Kasama nila tita cel? Hehe! Small world. Wala lang. :hug:

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~DrmsrXXIII:iconDrmsrXXIII: Jan 24, 2007, 10:43:25 AM
No problem! I love sunsets and sunrise...

The only thing is...I get so emotional...:D

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~Davidius74:iconDavidius74: Jan 24, 2007, 1:50:12 AM
Thanx for the :+fav: and :+devwatch: for the sunset Daniel.
~filthydoll:iconfilthydoll: Jan 22, 2007, 8:37:57 PM
thanks for the :+fav: ion "Jack With The Stars" :hug:

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*wildplaces:iconwildplaces: Jan 22, 2007, 4:44:33 PM
Thanks for the sunset fave, Daniel.
~Punkchiqe:iconPunkchiqe: Jan 22, 2007, 3:05:28 AM
Look what we have here. My older brother in Deviant Art.

I hate you for not telling us you had a DA account.

Or maybe I was too busy with my PC to notice.

Yay for me? Yay for us? Yay for you?!?

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~DrmsrXXIII:iconDrmsrXXIII: Jan 21, 2007, 7:14:11 AM
Oh ye!

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~seong-ahn:iconseong-ahn: Jan 21, 2007, 12:06:30 AM
salamat sa watch at fave..:D

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~DrmsrXXIII:iconDrmsrXXIII: Jan 15, 2007, 9:15:04 AM
Yey!

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~Lhege:iconLhege: Jan 14, 2007, 9:39:38 PM
Hello! :wave: there fellow NOYPI! ASTIG! ang gallery mo....add po kiya ah...hope you don't mind....:clap:

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Found a reason to be strong, you are the one always in my heart, my friend. Everytime you call my name, I will be there no matter how far, we are friends :hug:...:nod:....;)...:floating: